Finaly i done my concept test. It was ok, I made another blog -
mondisclosured.blogspot.com
Im taking a break for this blog and move over the other side...
sigh :/
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
can't sleep
Tomorrow Concept test, right now i cant clear my mind. Surfing the net and DC... restart my comp more than 10 times today.
today's topic: Being alone.
15 DAYS left, my birthday. Celebration? i dont think so... My cousin wont care about anyones birthday, its normal to them. My cousin had her birthday like many weeks ago. Cake? nope... don't have but a normal dinner. These few days, i felt different. Full of silence, university friends doing their stuff. I dont really hang out with them much. With classmates, well just say hi and hows things going then answer few questions then thats it. Compare to previous friends, crazy things can happen. But here.... white people and me, ok theres no racist or weird stuff happen together. Its like er... hamster meets a mouse. Yeah something like that.
Every morning, i wake up and i sure look at the window next to me, so peaceful and then crawl out my bed and go brush teeth breakfast and walk walk walk... all the way to uni. When into tutorial or class, i sure sit there. Everyone is talking... to be not so anti social, i join them. But then still.. lol bored, wrong key is guess. Finish class then walk out, say bye to classmates, nothing much. Not like eh come la jom makan or come to my place gaming or whatever shenanigans....In canteen - always Powerade xD and either Pie or Lamb with rice. Sit alone in the corner or outside the garden. Either continue class or then walk home. Just like that...monday to friday. Repeat reapeat and repeat. Saturday sunday,sleep late wake up.. computer or work. Not much hanging out with friends seriously... i do know quite a lot, but nothing happen at all. Just me myself with my loneliness.
To be honest... now im thinking to make another blog for those kind of feeling. Cause this blog suppos to be my happy moments and pwning noobs.
sigh~
Tomorrow concept test - hmm already strike 12..so means later... Good luck 4 me i guesss...
today's topic: Being alone.
15 DAYS left, my birthday. Celebration? i dont think so... My cousin wont care about anyones birthday, its normal to them. My cousin had her birthday like many weeks ago. Cake? nope... don't have but a normal dinner. These few days, i felt different. Full of silence, university friends doing their stuff. I dont really hang out with them much. With classmates, well just say hi and hows things going then answer few questions then thats it. Compare to previous friends, crazy things can happen. But here.... white people and me, ok theres no racist or weird stuff happen together. Its like er... hamster meets a mouse. Yeah something like that.
Every morning, i wake up and i sure look at the window next to me, so peaceful and then crawl out my bed and go brush teeth breakfast and walk walk walk... all the way to uni. When into tutorial or class, i sure sit there. Everyone is talking... to be not so anti social, i join them. But then still.. lol bored, wrong key is guess. Finish class then walk out, say bye to classmates, nothing much. Not like eh come la jom makan or come to my place gaming or whatever shenanigans....In canteen - always Powerade xD and either Pie or Lamb with rice. Sit alone in the corner or outside the garden. Either continue class or then walk home. Just like that...monday to friday. Repeat reapeat and repeat. Saturday sunday,sleep late wake up.. computer or work. Not much hanging out with friends seriously... i do know quite a lot, but nothing happen at all. Just me myself with my loneliness.
To be honest... now im thinking to make another blog for those kind of feeling. Cause this blog suppos to be my happy moments and pwning noobs.
sigh~
Tomorrow concept test - hmm already strike 12..so means later... Good luck 4 me i guesss...
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Wind changes direction....
Today i woke up around 10. Look at the window, i wish i had a car and i wanna drive far far away. I look at my computer, o0o . Sigh... Another F*ckin day another F*ckin way.... But something happen...
I remember my 3D lecturer told all the students the result of the 3D toy assignment was out. So i go online and see mine.
When i saw my marks... the reaction is like this -
1) =.=
2) o.o
3) O.o
4) O.O
5) 8|
6) 8)
7) 8D
8) =D
9) xD
10) o0o ^^ o0o
It was great!!!Status: Graded on 7 October 2009 11:04 PM
Grade: 94 out of 100
My mood changes, i felt yeah. Then theres a comment below from my lecturer:-
Author: Josh Whitkin Date: 7 October 2009 11:04 PM very good. Near-perfect match in form and materials. Clear skills in modeling and basic texturing. Did not follow instructions on packaging. Essay is good and detailed documentation is excellent.
Fuwaaa....
Well, to be honest i didnt really full power to do that assigment, maybe because of my lazyness. 94 marks motivated me. The marks from 80 - 100 is consider High distinction. Fuwaa!!!! HD definition. Uiseh syiok sendiri liao... xD
I learn something valuable from that, i know theres an invinsible stairs which allows me to climb higher, 1 just need to work hard and find it myself.
Well yeah, i cant play WoW doesnt mean im not gonna talk abot HAIMS!!!! games xD
Recently i got bored and try to play a bit of casual games which i bought from Uni. Its cheap cause of trial version and i need to register, maybe i will lol.
Support Original!!!!
Then after that, i got bored haha, cause its too easy. I wanna find something challenging for me. So i play Solitare in my desktop. Against time. lol kinda lame but what to do?
Yeah!!! Heres my latest score!!! haha...
So october ... hmm, theres few things in mind i would like to do.
1. Drink with friends
2. cake
3. er.... lol im a bit nervous thou^^ i also dont know how to say.
Just a symbol of <3 HAHA!
Few more days exam, video games studies. =.= swt oh well thats it! study time xD
I remember my 3D lecturer told all the students the result of the 3D toy assignment was out. So i go online and see mine.
When i saw my marks... the reaction is like this -
1) =.=
2) o.o
3) O.o
4) O.O
5) 8|
6) 8)
7) 8D
8) =D
9) xD
10) o0o ^^ o0o
It was great!!!Status: Graded on 7 October 2009 11:04 PM
Grade: 94 out of 100
My mood changes, i felt yeah. Then theres a comment below from my lecturer:-
Author: Josh Whitkin Date: 7 October 2009 11:04 PM very good. Near-perfect match in form and materials. Clear skills in modeling and basic texturing. Did not follow instructions on packaging. Essay is good and detailed documentation is excellent.
Fuwaaa....
Well, to be honest i didnt really full power to do that assigment, maybe because of my lazyness. 94 marks motivated me. The marks from 80 - 100 is consider High distinction. Fuwaa!!!! HD definition. Uiseh syiok sendiri liao... xD
I learn something valuable from that, i know theres an invinsible stairs which allows me to climb higher, 1 just need to work hard and find it myself.
Well yeah, i cant play WoW doesnt mean im not gonna talk abot HAIMS!!!! games xD
Recently i got bored and try to play a bit of casual games which i bought from Uni. Its cheap cause of trial version and i need to register, maybe i will lol.
Support Original!!!!
Then after that, i got bored haha, cause its too easy. I wanna find something challenging for me. So i play Solitare in my desktop. Against time. lol kinda lame but what to do?
Yeah!!! Heres my latest score!!! haha...
So october ... hmm, theres few things in mind i would like to do.
1. Drink with friends
2. cake
3. er.... lol im a bit nervous thou^^ i also dont know how to say.
Just a symbol of <3 HAHA!
Few more days exam, video games studies. =.= swt oh well thats it! study time xD
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Announcement: Time bomb!
Sad..................................................................................
These coming months. Just to know that, i wont be playing WoW untill i go back home.
So sad...
Reason-> time bomb as in im now using my own broadband.
who planted it? My retarded mom.
It began when the monthly Quota became limited. The net was slow, then theres a conflict between me and my parents regarding the net is slow " What do you expect me to do"
then things screw up that night. I was piss off. I decided to wait the next line to come back and plan properly around 13th of october. Well i wait.. untill last week, my dad called me told me mom in KL. And she saw a new broadband is cheap and "ASK" me whether do i wanted or not. So i think, ... see 1st lah. I let you know later,
Inside my mind-
1. waste of money
2. i already bought a D-Link wireless connection
3. it is almost 13th of october
4. if i use the broadband, then theres limitations
5. it is slower than the one im using
6. I can't pwned noobs in WoW
7. if i play WoW and used up the Quata then i cant do my work
8. need to install the program and waste space for my PC.
9. monthly payment some more
10. oh FUCK...
I didnt take it seriously cause i was to excited to wait till 13th oct. But then friday i came back from uni around 8pm. My aunt told me... here i brought your stuff,
at 1st i thought was PS3 lol... but then, its a small package, and FUCK IT!!! its the motherfucking broadband.
What happen inside my mind
1. What the Fuck
2. i didnt say i wanted it
3. oh shit.... =.=
My aunt keep telling me to use it wisely again and again. I hear that sure something is wrong. Then the time i was too tired. I ate, bath and go to my room, then... my aunt say: Why you dont want the broadband, give me then the internet line is not working. I didnt give a fuck cause too tired, i took it go to my room and sleep early.... suddenly i heard outside the living room, my cousins are using msn webcam and stuff all laughing like retards along my aunt.
inside my mind
1. If you say internet not working then why so noisy damn it...
The next day:
i look at the box... then..nah .. just put it aside. I rather not gonna use it.
Then, shit! i cant log in the internet. My bastard aunt changed the password. Straight away i piss mode.Think back those words she said about using it wisely.
Meaning -> she dont want me to use the internet, so i just stick with mine.
I felt sad, force to use the new broadband. The name of the brand - Virgin -
Sounds stupid too. Again, i didnt wanted it... 5G speed. theres a limit for it, i cant go hard core on gaming or Youtube and stuff.But only safe my space for assignments.Its like a time bomb if explode then its useless.I think this is an example how emo kids came out. Suffer for no reasons. I hate emo. I remember i read someone's blog mention how he hates his life cause of limitations, i forgot who. I think im becoming one.
What's next?
1. what else, ASSignments
2. i try not to use too much... why? im piss and i hate it
3. i wont be playing WoW for 2 months but i still on Forum
4. wait
5. when i come back kk, screw my parents cause of this.
6. Return of Vondoom. DEC 9
Since now im bored, i can take time posting stuff these few month
OCTOBER - The month of my birthday. Begining of the month already im not Happy.
These coming months. Just to know that, i wont be playing WoW untill i go back home.
So sad...
Reason-> time bomb as in im now using my own broadband.
who planted it? My retarded mom.
It began when the monthly Quota became limited. The net was slow, then theres a conflict between me and my parents regarding the net is slow " What do you expect me to do"
then things screw up that night. I was piss off. I decided to wait the next line to come back and plan properly around 13th of october. Well i wait.. untill last week, my dad called me told me mom in KL. And she saw a new broadband is cheap and "ASK" me whether do i wanted or not. So i think, ... see 1st lah. I let you know later,
Inside my mind-
1. waste of money
2. i already bought a D-Link wireless connection
3. it is almost 13th of october
4. if i use the broadband, then theres limitations
5. it is slower than the one im using
6. I can't pwned noobs in WoW
7. if i play WoW and used up the Quata then i cant do my work
8. need to install the program and waste space for my PC.
9. monthly payment some more
10. oh FUCK...
I didnt take it seriously cause i was to excited to wait till 13th oct. But then friday i came back from uni around 8pm. My aunt told me... here i brought your stuff,
at 1st i thought was PS3 lol... but then, its a small package, and FUCK IT!!! its the motherfucking broadband.
What happen inside my mind
1. What the Fuck
2. i didnt say i wanted it
3. oh shit.... =.=
My aunt keep telling me to use it wisely again and again. I hear that sure something is wrong. Then the time i was too tired. I ate, bath and go to my room, then... my aunt say: Why you dont want the broadband, give me then the internet line is not working. I didnt give a fuck cause too tired, i took it go to my room and sleep early.... suddenly i heard outside the living room, my cousins are using msn webcam and stuff all laughing like retards along my aunt.
inside my mind
1. If you say internet not working then why so noisy damn it...
The next day:
i look at the box... then..nah .. just put it aside. I rather not gonna use it.
Then, shit! i cant log in the internet. My bastard aunt changed the password. Straight away i piss mode.Think back those words she said about using it wisely.
Meaning -> she dont want me to use the internet, so i just stick with mine.
I felt sad, force to use the new broadband. The name of the brand - Virgin -
Sounds stupid too. Again, i didnt wanted it... 5G speed. theres a limit for it, i cant go hard core on gaming or Youtube and stuff.But only safe my space for assignments.Its like a time bomb if explode then its useless.I think this is an example how emo kids came out. Suffer for no reasons. I hate emo. I remember i read someone's blog mention how he hates his life cause of limitations, i forgot who. I think im becoming one.
What's next?
1. what else, ASSignments
2. i try not to use too much... why? im piss and i hate it
3. i wont be playing WoW for 2 months but i still on Forum
4. wait
5. when i come back kk, screw my parents cause of this.
6. Return of Vondoom. DEC 9
Since now im bored, i can take time posting stuff these few month
OCTOBER - The month of my birthday. Begining of the month already im not Happy.
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